Sunday, January 07, 2007
Had been a Long Time never Blog.Back blogging again.Currently very busy...Yes,very..=/ Want to have a brand new life.School started and getting busy with work and assignments.So packed..Falling sick..Kept on and off...Kinda hate the feeling..Working closing later...Yeah,with my kaki..Haha..Can play and have fun during work.But than there still some sucks around..Just being two sided and backstabber!Hai..Now as usaul doing my assignment and studying..Have been a long time never touch my books for revision.Felt tired and shagged..Need vitamin C..LOL!!!Got FLU!!ARGH!!!So uncomfortable..Damn it!Felt broke!!!Hahaha...Waiting for pay day..Yeah!Coming soon but still got a long way to go..Already have my plans and goal..Hmm,schedule so tight..Hai..so many attachment...oK,i dying already..
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 2:03 PM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Down..
Sad...
Heart Broken..
In Pain..
Dilemma..
In Love...
Alot...
Trust..
ONLY ME AND YOU..
ETC...
NOW...
.......... .......... ............. .............. Messy Life..Tiring and alot..Need a good rest...Being busy and stiches the pain come back again..Busy with attachment,school and work...All that I have to concentrate..No time to fooling around..No more playing. Feeling down and tired...Moodless..
Be independent and alone better.. Happy to have brother..Can feel it...Didnt except it turn up to be so united as one.Won let you down..Not only you to my precious one too..Yeah,so happy...meeting up my classmates... Hahaha..my old frends...Damn it going to be happening..Not going too miss the fun!
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 11:07 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
That night was fun and happening.I really miss my NCC frends..They rox man!!!Have Feasta Night and damn it really turn me on!Hahaha..LOVE IT!Meet up BuL (my bro),Izzat (My boy),Azmi(my buddy) and Mard(my sis) at YCK..Waiting for Ameer and he damn LATE LAH!ARGH!Ok,we go off and left him..Numeries gathering and the newly 52th CLT Pass out.This few days always bumb into SM..Haiz..Why?Why?Why?Saw in HQ and keep looking..People there some red eyes..Ya Ya..Eye candy..Ewww..Damn shocked and surprise we wore the same shirt!HAHAHA...What a JOKE!Ya,keeping looking duno why....What to look,just look lah as if will die.Anyway,I have fun with my frends and no disturben..=)Feasta Night 2006 Picz...jpg)
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HAHA...ET!!!!
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YOU GUYS ROX!CLTS ROX!
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BRO AND MY BOY..CUTE RITE..HAHA..
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MY BELOVED JUNIORS
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MY LONG LASTING FREND
FIONA AND LANGE
After the whole thing,we up to our plans..Yeah mission time..Whaha...Damn shagged and tired..All of you KO and dead!Hahaha..
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 12:39 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Today got exam..Forget the formula...Argh!!!Took 1hr plus to finish the paper..Brain stuck!Err..The paper 2hrplus..Rot there and sleep..Draw whatever paper that is left over..LOL..HP batt spoil!Gone crazy..Making me pissed off.School ended rushed home..
Waiting for BB to reply..No reply..Waiting for BB to ans the called never ans..Flood like help also no respond..Duno what my BB doing and Where is my BB now!Then BB off HP..=( Missing ISSEY...ISSEY WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today need to go work..Woking closing..My stiches start to feel pain again..Need to go hospital...If very pain need to stay for one nite and not going for work..Cant take MC no manager able to cover my shift...
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 1:41 PM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Yeah..YESTERDAY meet up BB..Hang out and watch movie.....BB as usual keep bully me..Like to see me suffer also..LoL...Hahaha..Bla Bla Bla..Bought a metal wallet that BB like..Is DAMN COOL lah..But too bad left last piece.FUCK SIA! Anyway,we have FUN!WHAHA..
Received a msg and called from my NCC ppl..Need to go for the 52th CLT POP to take my "Award"..LoL..Sad BB unable to come coz need to be home early.Sent BB home and rush down to Amoy Quee Camp.Miss the Passing out Parade but Prize presentation never miss..LoL..HAPPENING MAN!Meet all my NCC frends..The numeries and old bird like me..Hahaha..The best thing,those I duno they know me and keep screaming "S/CLT Lange!AHH!!That's is also known as Ma'am Farah!"Like what the hell..As if I'm dead and back to life..Hahaha..Is just that I MIA for time being.
Let me make it clear again...
Is not that I want to MIA or I lost interest in NCC..Ok,I know I had not being going down for training and etc.
Firstly,my condition is unlike the past..Not as active,fit and etc...I cant do intensive stuffs coz I met into bike accident and my keen cap is still weak..I'm still waiting to fully recover althought right now I able to walk.I unable to run and my sticthes is still hurts alot.So you see ya I'm not the Old Lange anymore oK..I'm sorry make you officers,Sir,Ma'am,plt mates,etc down and dissapoint you people.I wish this won happened to me but Is already happened.However,I still will try my best to serve the the unit and HQ..The respect what I wear the respect what I earn!
Hahaha...You sucker!Serve you rite!Like what I say NO one can beat me!I don care what you say coz no matter what my ego is fucking high and pick your standard oK...Fuck off you moron!
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MY JUNIORS
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My Brother and CLT Feeza!Haha..
BEST BUDDY!!!.jpg)
MY AWARD!YEAH!!!.jpg)
MY SIR AND I.jpg)
MY BELOVED FATHER..RSM
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MY NCC BOY!SO PROUD OF HIM!CONGRATE YA BE GOT BEST SYNDICATE!
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 5:19 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
YOU BITCH,DOXY SLUG!YOU TOOK AWAY EVERYTHING!EVERYTHING I GAVE TO YOU,YOU TOOK IT FOR GRANTED!YOU TREAT US LIKE PIECE OF SHIT!
Hey you doxy, no you are not only a doxy but also a bitch and not forgeting a slut!! call yourself my sister, call yourself my friend but you are just nothing to me anymore. You just took everything from me, you just know how take, take and take but you don't know how to give back and the worse thing is you don't know how to fuck appreciate it. You are not worthy of all these treatment I have been given to you. I treated you more than a friend and treated you like my own. But what you did to me! What did you gave me in return! You are not worthy to call a human being. You are just fucking cruel. I work so hard, and yet you take it all for granted.
What!! You think I don't have any fucking feelings! I'm a human, not like you an animal living in the mortal of a human. You made me suffer!! Yeah!! You fucking happy about it! I will no longer let you do these to me! I can't belive myself, that you never keep your own words and yet lie and betray to your ownself. Your words were clear, when you told me you don't ever and never will sign on as a Clt and still you told me off when I sign on. But now see, lets face reality, you sign on as as Clt just because your boyfriend is signing on too. What the Fuck!! Let's face it, you treat me like a spare tyer.
You dolled with me, my money, my feelings and my everyhting. You only called me when you needed me. I was always there for you, but was you there?! No you were not, you were most of the time busy for yourself. You torture me alive! You are fucking cruel!
I hate you!! I hate you!! I fucking hate you!! Hope you die and rot in hell, be condemned there forever!!
You messed with the wrong fella, I will have my revenage on you. Even if I die before I finish my job with you, my soul and spirit will haunt you till the day you are condemn in hell. Mark my words, and remember my name cause you will be screaming it later!!
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 12:39 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
Fucking shagged!Work opening at sunplaza than got school attachment..Damn felt so lazy to go for school.. Slack in my bed and dragged myself off from the bed..Got evening lesson...ARGH!!!Sian...Lesson ended.Wait for my sister very long pick me up!Then hang out with my brother,turtle and gangs..Have supper at makan sutra...LADIES NITE!But I'm too tired and furthermore have to go over grandparents hse to celebrate my twin sister birthday..HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED TWINS SISTER!!!
Sorry unable to going you in the evening coz very busy.
Err..have devil intention!Hahaha...illegal gathering and evryone is looking at us..LoL...My Bro and I saw a PDA..Brand new PBA wanted to cope it..Hahaha!The owner was drunk but than we nv take coz over intention was not too steal jz too make the owner suspend!HAHAHA!Guess people aroud us suspect and look at us so suspecious..But is nuthing!
Help my bro take a gal HP number!HAHAHA!Happy sia..Can see a big smile on the face..BUT the gal shocked me..Coz she know me and recognise me coz of my HAIR!Err..duno how she Know me sia..She is my frend,frend..My bro more stunned and happier of coz..LoL..Anyway,jz wishing both of them the best in progressing...Hahaha..
FizZy_BeaNz's black past on 6:18 PM